i and me

 

A good traveler has no fixed plans, and is not intent on arriving 

~Lao Tzu

 

I haven’t ever understood how people interpret what life wants out of them, and how they have concrete answers to where do you find yourself to be after some years from now clinchers.

I hate faking many a times like these. I hate building up stuff that fits the bill (theirs of course)

Is lack of ambition defined as not knowing where one is headed (a mindset that most definitely irritates certain people, though they wish well, I know)

I dislike being caged in by tedium. I dislike routine watch over me.

I cannot be tied down, I am like the piece of paper that flew out of my hand yesterday evening from the terrace; the piece of paper that swayed with the gentle breeze, to and from, up and down, tracing a path very haphazard 

 
I have yet to find my calling in life

I want my obituary to read 

"We do confirm that he no longer is with us, though mind you, there is absolutely no guarantee he went straight to heaven (as is the norm). He was always a drifter. Period"
 

Belief

Something we trust upon, which need not to have justifications, its just that comes straight from the heart. There are some 8-10 religion followed by people in the nation we live, which has Hinduism on the top of all, which has some 310 million plus deities. Islam second in the row, where they believe in Allah, and rest other religion have their own 'separate' god to worship. India is a country of belief. People here believe more than what actually exist. God! whose identity no one can ever justify, this sentence may prove me an atheist but I'm not exactly so. The holy books are the only proof which makes one educated civilized human to have trust on the existence of such super natural power, which in common man's term is said God. Do really God exist? I don't know neither I'm in search of it. But if there is god existing and he's operating and managing all that turns up and down on the world surface things wouldn't have been so worse as it is today. Wouldn't God mind having calamities? Will this be right on his side to harm their followers? What is it all about?

For answers we have nothing but our holy books in hands which even have no such assured historic proof of being authentic which i believe. But now that will be too much not to follow that also. The books in all religion has only one summary which says have faith in god, which is there to protect you, if you  follow his path. now that's what I really appreciate. FOLLOW!! not WORSHIP!! Two very different words, put its meaning totally different. None of the authentic proofs suggest any religion to worship. They talk about following the words and obey the rules, in the way to make life easier.

One example I would really love to mention here when the issue is of belief. People worship Shri Shirdi Sai Baba. Good, to have faith in him, I don't deny to it. Here also the authenticity comes from the holy book Sri Sai Satcharitra. Never ever mentioned in it to worship Sai Baba as God, his message was to have faith in the almighty who sent him to the world as his messenger to spread peace and love, to believe in two things 'Shradha' and 'Saburi'. Similarly Even Jesus said he is the son of Father God, he is not the God himself. Then why so much in the name of God is being done all over! millions and even billions are spent in the name of holy work! Crores of money just wasted!! Does it reach to God! Did he asked for it! It hurts me many a time when I see the things moving in wrong direction. My words are just simple, Believe in the super natural power, which has its own gravity. Never run towards anything which has its existence doubtful, no proper shape or size. God is inside all of us. We are his creation. Every human being and every creature we see has its reflection. Help people. Be honest. God lies where there is peace, truth honesty and justice. Not at the various physical locations! Wake up people.